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little kingdoms in your chest
complication sees your best
10 December 2010 @ 12:00 am
24 October 2009 @ 12:04 am

Had a very pleasant surprise today!
Kj came down to meet me during my break time...
Me: B what do you wanna have for lunch?
Kj: You want to have pasta?
Me: Pasta? Where???
Kj: From ____ (says his address)
Me: Huh? -5 secs later- OHHhhhh. OMG YOU COOKED?!
:)
I love you
and thats all i know
Current Mood:
loved
23 September 2009 @ 01:11 am
i've got a tumblr!
But i'm not leaving this lj yet. It will still remain for blogging purposes. But we'll see.
Let me know if you have tumblr too!
But i'm not leaving this lj yet. It will still remain for blogging purposes. But we'll see.
Let me know if you have tumblr too!
05 August 2009 @ 12:04 am
Eeyer so cute. I think pretty boys/butches are very very attractive. And he's super talented at 15! Drums, guitar, piano, skateboard, golf.... So impressed, so cute, omg omg omg.
His brother is as adorable.
Watch him do the al-al-al-al-alcohol~
Ok back to youtube-stalking. Then twitter. :X
Current Mood: awake
23 June 2009 @ 01:35 am
"So that's how we live our lives. No matter how deep and fatal the loss, no matter how important the thing that's stolen from us--that's snatched right out of our hands--even if we are left completely changed, with only the outer layer of skin from before, we continue to play out our lives this way, in silence. We draw ever nearer to the end of our allotted span of time, bidding it farewell as it trails off behind. Repeating, often adroitly, the endless deeds of the everyday. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness."
Current Mood:
sad
Current Music: Until We Bleed - Kleerup ft Lykke Li
30 May 2009 @ 12:17 am
- D&G junior shirt
- Armani Exchange denim shirt
- 2 CK shirts for dad
and best buys for today's lot would be the Mulberry belt (100% leather, smells damn good!), Alexander McQueen zipper top, and Seven jeans which were originally 469$!!!!!
:D
ok, now to go kick myself in the ass for spending so much again.... and another time for missing out on The Row pants.....
we're going down again tmr, but priority of the day is..... we're going on the flyer!!!!!! ok la, not that exciting actually, but well, haven't gone before, just got to pray it doesn't break down!
in just one more day i'm going to be 19, doesn't feel like it tho
- Armani Exchange denim shirt
- 2 CK shirts for dad
and best buys for today's lot would be the Mulberry belt (100% leather, smells damn good!), Alexander McQueen zipper top, and Seven jeans which were originally 469$!!!!!
:D
ok, now to go kick myself in the ass for spending so much again.... and another time for missing out on The Row pants.....
we're going down again tmr, but priority of the day is..... we're going on the flyer!!!!!! ok la, not that exciting actually, but well, haven't gone before, just got to pray it doesn't break down!
in just one more day i'm going to be 19, doesn't feel like it tho
Current Mood:
irritated
28 May 2009 @ 01:49 am
20 April 2009 @ 01:29 am
19.04.09
she left me in the afternoon, didn't get to see her when she was still okay, didn't get to see her when she was not okay, didn't get to see her during her last moments.
she died in matt's arms, i wished it were mine, but that honour didn't deserve to be mine.
i miss her very much, and damn it i just wish that i could have been there you know? but for my first, i was on the plane on the way back to spore but didn't make it. and this one? i felt it when i was on my way to work, walking past my sister's house. a voice said "you're so close, if you don't see her now, you won't see her again"... but i was running late, i couldn't go. got a miss call from my mom, then a msg saying that they're taking her to the vet's (to be cremated) now, that she has gone to bunny heaven (in my mom's terms, cute..) tears welled up. held it back. still managed to smile to people. still managed to function. still managed to work. but that's the way i am, always have back-up ammunition somewhere somehow to still go on even if every part of me has fallen apart (the past few days had been bad enough)
didn't eat the whole day, couldn't.
today i managed one meal because my gastric was hurting quite bad.
i'm so sorry, but know that you were always more than a pet... my companion in the afternoons when i was a lonely kid who loved nothing more than spending the afternoons napping with her bunny in bed and bringing you around in my PE tshirt pocket and beaming (i still do) when people tell me I look like my pet...
i love you Bitsy, always have, always will. you'll always hold a place in my heart.
she left me in the afternoon, didn't get to see her when she was still okay, didn't get to see her when she was not okay, didn't get to see her during her last moments.
she died in matt's arms, i wished it were mine, but that honour didn't deserve to be mine.
i miss her very much, and damn it i just wish that i could have been there you know? but for my first, i was on the plane on the way back to spore but didn't make it. and this one? i felt it when i was on my way to work, walking past my sister's house. a voice said "you're so close, if you don't see her now, you won't see her again"... but i was running late, i couldn't go. got a miss call from my mom, then a msg saying that they're taking her to the vet's (to be cremated) now, that she has gone to bunny heaven (in my mom's terms, cute..) tears welled up. held it back. still managed to smile to people. still managed to function. still managed to work. but that's the way i am, always have back-up ammunition somewhere somehow to still go on even if every part of me has fallen apart (the past few days had been bad enough)
didn't eat the whole day, couldn't.
today i managed one meal because my gastric was hurting quite bad.
i'm so sorry, but know that you were always more than a pet... my companion in the afternoons when i was a lonely kid who loved nothing more than spending the afternoons napping with her bunny in bed and bringing you around in my PE tshirt pocket and beaming (i still do) when people tell me I look like my pet...
i love you Bitsy, always have, always will. you'll always hold a place in my heart.
Current Mood:
depressed
13 April 2009 @ 01:52 am



photographs by karl rothenberger
In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you
But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around
Current Mood: determined
31 March 2009 @ 01:47 am
30 December 2008 @ 06:33 am
Current Mood:
pensive
12 December 2008 @ 12:14 am

See what I did in the next post... which I made private mwahahah.
Ok fine, actually you can see it through fcbk too.
For all those who went "OMG AMANDA R U NUTZ?!" "AMANDA!!!!! NOO
08 December 2008 @ 02:48 am
KBOX that amounted to 300++ (v guilty tho, cuz it's jen's parents' money)
but time spent with friends is priceless :)
I love y'all vvvv much.*sings & sways to PEN YOU YI SHEN YI QI ZOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUU*
her parents r absolutely adorable. no wonder their daughter came out like that. :)
so this week officially starts and i'm looking forward to and also dreading thursday very very much...
but time spent with friends is priceless :)
I love y'all vvvv much.*sings & sways to PEN YOU YI SHEN YI QI ZOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
her parents r absolutely adorable. no wonder their daughter came out like that. :)
so this week officially starts and i'm looking forward to and also dreading thursday very very much...
Current Mood:
loved
05 December 2008 @ 11:42 pm
KITTYWU PRESENTS... MOGWAI
JAN 23
2009 is going to be a good year :>
JAN 23
2009 is going to be a good year :>
Current Mood:
excited
27 November 2008 @ 03:27 am
27 November 2008 @ 01:30 am
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way
that I say that I need you
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way
that I say that I need you
Current Mood:
pensive
Current Music: dear braden - danny fujikawa
19 November 2008 @ 03:39 am




Well I don't feel better
When I'm fucking around
And I don't write better
When I'm stuck in the ground
So don't teach me a lesson
Cause I've already learned
Yeah the sun will be shining
And my children will burn
Oh the heart beats in its cage
I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field
Yeah we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left,
Now it's three in the morning and
You're eating alone
Oh the heart beats in its cage
All our friends they're laughing at us
All of those you loved, you mistrust
Help me, I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else left
I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around
Oh, he gets left, left, left, left, left, left, left
I'm sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire
Oh the heart beats in its cage
Yes the heart beats in its cage
Alright
And the heart beats in its cage
1. I got the job, am v excited to start really... prospects look v good
2. I have been buying too many shoez... was thinking that in my head when at this shoe shop in paragon when I looked up and saw the sentence "when it comes to shoes, it's never enough" staring back at me - felt better, and today i bought 2 more flats (will post up pictures of them + 4" heels + gladiator + boots + 2 v gorgeous heels (heels with zips @ the back r my current obsessions!)
3. OK, so tomorrow I start work, i'm getting butterflies now :(:(
4. I don't know what to wear even though the 'uniform' says black outfits, and I have tons of those
5. I went to places I never thought I would go in a single day - far east, bugis. AND, ALONE. I left bugis as soon as i finished my business there , and refused to shop at far east til jf came, then I went to 3 shops, found what I wanted in the last one, and we quickly left
6. I have xtremely long hair now (LYDIA LIM U BTR NOT POST THE ONES I SEN
7. I miss SHAN, tyvm for accompanying me with your voice this evening :>
8. I heart tingtongpiglet, too
9. I love you too lydz, glad we're talking again, like how we used to :) i swr, i don't have so much to say to people on messenger usually
10. I love jf and her new haircut, she is v v v hot, i still haven't gotten enough of bullying her (her facial reactions r pricelessss)
11. I live for you, she said
Current Mood:
nervous
17 November 2008 @ 05:21 am
15 November 2008 @ 01:14 am


interview tomorrow at 2pm.... surprised, cuz i thought i sounded like a retard over the phone. quite nervous, but very excited - i think the designer has a gr8 gr8 gr8 collection!!!
alright, picspam is in the next post because that will be friends only :>
Current Mood:
tired
09 November 2008 @ 10:12 am

Going to wake her up now, and then to another island for breakfast,
+ COLLECTING BLACKBIRD,FLY!!!!!!
Pic Spam l8r!
+ COLLECTING BLACKBIRD,FLY!!!!!!
Pic Spam l8r!
Current Mood:
restless





















